should i disturb her life anymore?

Recently happen many things in my life..
what the fuck of dis al stupid thgs
but is okay..
just now i saw my best frenz blog n her dear blog
Sudd.. i feel so sad
I dunno for wad..
tat day i was disturd their movie..
They are sweet sweet love at thr..
but i cal her n ask for help
isshhh
angry of myself
keep disturbing ppl..
now, im alone
i should not to disturb her
she hav her new life now..
Should i keep alw disturb her?
nope!
phang zhen wen, is the time u must learn alone.
u r growing up now
pls

too much thgs happen recently
haix