人生第一次车‘死火’

昨天我有了人生车坏的第一次。其实厚~这个问题我很早就想过了，我就是想我能不能很冷静的解决问题，答案出来了~不能！我一直觉得会等到我自己买车才会遇到这问题，可是就是昨天遇到了，辛好有霞和菜在~我们一起经历了人生第一次。真的是很够力衰咯！有车停在我们后面时我真的很怕！不知道该做什么！直到很多车经过我们！我们有打双边灯的咯！可是就是很多车。。。。还有的一直在那里hon！妈的，我很生气的什么丑话都吧出来骂~当然，他们是没听到啦！因为他们都没开窗~而且就这样驾着过~真是的！hon什么屁吖！你最好是保佑你一辈子不会车坏，让后那么巧电话打不出，身边没有人！我看你怎样！气死我了~！



算了，可是也有一个好人告诉我们车坏要让别人知道，那他们就不会排在我们后面了~我就告诉他我第一次车坏，不知道要怎样做？哈哈，真是炸到他！他就教我们把手伸出去叫后面的车走..哇！下水死我！！不过不久以后爸爸来了，他是真的很担心我厚~谢谢爸爸~！


爸爸帮我们弄完油了以后他就回了，然后我们去打油~鱼说他们车在我们后面看到我们的车灯有一边烧掉了~哇！难怪那么车等在我们后面啦~他们都不知道我们车坏~！真是很恐怖的一天！


没想到那么久和鱼没见面，一回来见面大家就忙这些事，后来一下子她就走了..真的希望下次能在见久点~这些都是昨天的事咯~

好

现在想写别的

就是最近我很看不过眼的事情

最近我的脾气又暴躁了些

我看到了很气

其实不管我的事

可是考到这些我就是气

每天说到自己很成熟

可是从外人的角度看

是幼稚到底吧

以为自己对人家很好

其实都不是吧

每天这种样子

要我们全部喜欢才难吧！

还在那里多多话说大家的不好！

虽然没发生在我身上

因为我什么都不会去k他的事

可是看到别人这样无辜的给他抱怨

我就看不过眼

他真的以为他是谁啊！

妈妈没教你做人不能太过分吗？

算了

讨厌死了！

也许有点感情要给点空间让大家呼吸

不止爱情。友情也一样

Yes Or No. 同性之间的爱

有些戏

不一样世界的人是不会去注意

我是想说

我看了泰国戏

我一直都是那么怕泰国

却看了这国家的戏

可是这是爱情片

女女之间的爱情

不错

真的很感动

我是差点流泪

最近这戏的新闻很多

甚至还有记者会

这戏受到了热烈反应

很多人都喜欢看

来自Aom & Tina

= Yes or No =

女主角很美吧？

哈哈

她就是Aom

Tina也很酷

她演这场戏很可怜..

可是我喜欢他们片中的一句话

就是Tina对Aom说的：

谢谢你，敢和我相爱

 这句话

真的很感动

如果真的在意身边人的眼光

那你就会失去这个爱你的人

我不期待我的下一个

可是我希望我能有一个敢敢的爱

再也不会想到那个他

虽然我不知道我自己是喜欢哪性

可是我觉得就算和男和女

也没差吧

我的朋友，你们不会介意吧？

喜欢 MiLK

我很想

可是我做不到

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别说不开心的事

最近喜欢上了一个T

他是中国的

Milk__凌岩

看看他的照片吧 ♥

我和他一样星座

我喜欢她拍拍照的个性
很酷


♥

我从来不知道

我从不知道  自己的幼稚可以带来别人的困扰。我真的很没用。那些过去，显出我的无知。不折不扣的一个白痴。如今，面对他的话，我真的觉得我是自私又无知的人。我不知道我该怎么回答。他的冷酷，他的痛，我好像感觉到。可是我却不知道我要怎么说好。因为贪玩，因为不会想，而连累他人。我甚至还能回想那些场景，是那么的过分。突然回想很多的一切，我很多是真的做的很过分，我不该拿别人对我的好来当作是理所当然的。现实报吗现在？我相信是有，可是真的很久。我的报应需要那么久吗？原来不是我不去回想过去就能一切当着什么都没发生过，那些是发生过的。真的是发生过的。我是真的幼稚。是真的给人造成伤害。为什么当时我就不能成熟的做出结论，而不是在那里滥用别人对我的好！我原谅了自己，我忘了过去，我吸取了一个教训，又怎样？别人能原谅我吗？他说他不能面对我。可是我们还是朋友。我真是笨，也许他们早已不想和我联络。为什么我还要去找他们？我是名副其实的笨蛋吗？我很怕会再重演一切。

我真的不会像之前那样了，我真的会珍惜我身边的一切。我会珍惜我的家人，朋友，所有一切对我好的人。只希望我能成熟，会想。真的不要像过去那样了

Meet Jay Chou ♥

19052011

今天绝对不是普通的日子，因为我亲眼看到了周杰伦！！他是真人！！不是在电视，电脑MV，娱乐节目，报纸，杂志上看到！！吖！！我真的是接受不了~！！虽然他是很酷~不笑，还有很多身材大大没事不会去扫地的guard挡住了我们的视线，竟然还禁止拍照~！！讨厌吖！！可是我偷拍到了一张~很有价值纪念的一张~就是周杰伦笑了~

 

啊~超喜欢他啦！！

现在我竟然只能听着他的歌

突然觉得之前的一切好假

真的好假....

谁能了解我的心情啊！！

好了

后来我们去了‘旺角’吃午餐~

以下就是今天一点的照片咯~

出门前的拍照~

 钱嘉乐~

不错，很热情~！！

♥
 

 谢霆锋~

周杰伦也在车内~

♥

这是偶啦~

拍谢~

我和霞~

我和JEff~

就这样

开心的一天~

真的很喜欢周杰伦♥

我是一个没用的女儿

此刻我真的很想放弃这一切

我真的很怕

我知道我是没用

我什么都没有

我欠了别人很多

很多很多

欠了朋友，还有妈妈

妈妈你会觉得生我出来是多余的吗？

我只会花钱

我什么都不会了 ..

我不会赚钱  可是我会花

那些钱 我真的很怕

可是我告诉我自己

我是不会欠永久的

我一定做工第一就是还清所有的债

让后带爸爸妈妈去吃一顿好的

我不能一辈子都那么窝囊

我就是那么没用 ..... =((((

Updated.

Ok. Have abit update for my blog just now. And, i add some Zaizai pic, hoho~ yea, i love zaizai somuch~

 It's just admire la. xDDD. Hmmm.. Today so hot !! I hate this kind of weather.. And i think, tomorrow is service class. haix. didn have the feel wan to go for the class.. Haix.. Hmmm.. Today I reali miss him.. I wont Gv Up easily.. Even he has gf or wad... I want b the special ppl in his world.. OKay~!!

Today i've edit a pic

NOt bad rite =D

Is me & pris

I look like a motorbike girl

and she

Lolita aunty lor~

I higher than her

Happy die me xDD

K la. 

Ntg to write jor~

Byeee =D

Today__SHIsha

Today I went to pavilion with Priscilla, Jeff & Maw... Hmm.. I wear high heel~ Actuali i wear b4 few times, but my leg realy pain.. Because When sum1 bday want go clubbing lor, so... training now to wear~ haha xDDD. hmmm, priscilla say not bad & i feel girlish abit~ Happii but i can walk for long hour more than b4~ So gud, everytime i pain n feel wan to gv up to buy a slipper i thk dou him. I realli like him so much. He like a girl who have girl attitude so all, i noe im not & i super childish.. So, i wan to improve myself.... But i thk is too late.. Hmm, anywhr, he now stil single i thk i stil hav chance. So i wan to gambate !! Realli like him so long time dy.. He dunoo.. He reali dunoo.. maybe he noe oso act dunoo.. mayb he dun1 to noe even he noe dy... Haix..

Conclusion: I lost all the mood today.. 

Wait !! Today i Went to SHisha~~ WOw. so NIce !!

But abit faint la, cux i hisap alot. im stil a child, k? pls behave myself~

k la, i upload abit pic here, =D

Many pic is me & Jeff

haha xDD

We are frenz ♥

Conclusion of the conclusion; I dont thk want too gv up. I ♥ Him !!

You're NOTHING

Why I will feel this world is useless... I don't like all this feelings... I hate this all... I hate to explain... I don't know what means should be friendship? Mature? I don't like it... Actually, we are alone on this world... We have nobody... No matter you do for others, that just a things who insane do. NO ppl will appreciate it... No.. U are nothing...

ALMosT Fall down

Today so tired, I have operation in kitchen and hmmmm.. Shit !! I forget the pic stil in my frenz's phone. wednesday take wif her and upload as my memory ~ haha xDDD. Hmmmm after my class finish , i help my frenz mise en place~ Hmmm, i noe im gud, but the main reason is i dun1 back in afternoon cux the weather is not hot, but is DAMNN HOT !!! so~ Den after have our dinner we walk bac.. den im so rude den slipper terputus and i almost wan fall down... My leg have some blood and I cant walk too fast cux the slipper........... The 1st time i walk so slow in my life.. !!!!! So bad luck.......... Hmmm just lik dis lor.. lazy write dy...

NITEZ~

妈妈，我爱你

今天是个伟大的日子

就是母亲节啦~

所以，妈妈，母亲节快乐！

你是我人生中最重要的人！

其实这些话..

我都不敢在妈妈面前说..

 我和妈妈~ ♥

我们一家人♥

对我而言

他们是最重要了 ♥

今天早上起来有帮妈妈煮东西

真不孝吖~

竟然要妈妈下厨

其实是因为

我还没有睡醒

当爸爸叫我时

我就马上下楼去帮妈妈了~

乖女儿 ♥

等下又要回kl了

感觉很累耶！

还有哦

为什么我的样子长不大

朋友都越变越成熟

我呢？

一副小孩样

还有一副失恋样！

哎哟

又不是我想要的

就这样咯

还有

小黑

我想念你

你去了哪里？

我找不到你

这是我们唯一的合照

当初你来得时候

你很怕人

我每天和你玩

（因为我很得空）

当你不怕人了

因为人家投诉

爸爸一气之下

把你丢去别的地方

可是你知道吗？

爸爸他们又去找回你

可是你不在了

你现在还活得好好吗？

我很想念你

如果能重来

我不会把你丢掉的

真的很想念你 .....

我知道我自己

不会保护别人

所以我也不指望我比别人伟大

但如果在我能力以下能做的

我会做到

（如果懒惰做时就另当别论）

Im a good girl

Today is a tiring day.. 9am start class and in kitchen from 1pm till 7pm.. isshh !! Really will die if always like this.. I say ady i really don't like kitchen class but.... I'e chg my mind cux i feel is enjoy when study in the class.. Maybe i feel this class is more relax than before.. Don't need worry bout make trouble to others.. hahax.. And i expert in gao dim the shrimp jor~!! wakakaka xDDD !! Cux hor~ 1st time i help chef billy also want to clean the shrimp.. today is 2nd time i in kitchen den also are responsible for gaodim the shrimp~ den when i go help vinnie also same !! Shrimp again~!! haha, maybe before that life I had a love story with the shrimp? Im the jelly fish~!! Sotplug~!!! 

Hmmm kkk i wan talk bout my heroin story now~ When i in a bus to go to pasar seni, got a woman have problem with her rapid card so she exchange money with me.. And she talk cantonese with me.. Luckily, I can answer her with cantonese, if not DOWN WATER lor !! She said: lenglui really lengluii, money oso so leng~ Can put in to the machine..hohoho~ Happyyy but shy lehh~ >< !!!! den on the way back to klang.. I really so tired.. I want sleep 99 !!

K lor.. Is time to bed !! NItez =]

Tired !!

Today i reaallyy so TIRED !! haha, yea.. my wish for my life is hope can lying on the bed... For rest !! choychoychoy!!! Not kena accident den wad wad wad la~ Is rest~ I love rest ^^. cux everyday is too tired for me.. 3 hour rest and do ntg at college.. and so cold.. How can i be more energy when in the class? suddenly.. i dunno y i born in this world.. everyday do the same thgs.. go college and back.. So Bored !! why ya i will have this feel?!! Hmmmm... Hmmmm... Hmmmmm and recently hor.. my mood have abit 暴躁... why ya?!! I pregnant dy o?!! I noe i alw feel want to vomit.. but.... issshhhh !! I dunnooo la !!!

Tired Tired Tired !!!

A Friendship.

Oh Shit I eat A lot today !! Isshhhhh !! Really alot !! >< !! Tomorrow i don't want to eat already !! If not, I will Fat back !! So bad i have a headache today .. DAAAMMMNN suffering !! Why i easly get headache?!! I don't like this feels. It will make me no mood in a day and can't play ..... Today i very happy because I play Ipad2 from maw~ so good hor !! So expensive neh~! I also hope I can get 1 ^^ haha~ Hmmm still got actually today i have some bo song lor... Because some1.. Even apologize but i stil can't to tarik back my angin... I don't know what we do worng.. We just like normal comment and play.. No need say until like dat ba? what don't bullshit wad wad d.. If u really don't like, why don't u just don't post or ignore it ? We are friends.. But u say until like this.. Starts, i have abit angry cux all ppl noe my attitude la, but last i was sad !! Actualy, What is Friendship? All friends from before until now i just think it is a dreams.. It pass so fast and they can have their new life very fast.. Even that before we were cry together or dislike each other.... Really speechless.. I thk is the time for me to learn more the realistic world !! 

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Happy Lose Weight !!

Yeah Im in a Happy Mood !!! Because Some people say i thin jor~ wakakakaka xDDDD !! I tahan so long time didn eat all the delicious foods doesn't waste !!! Everyday I tell myself in my mind i must near my target !! Is not wrong because I wan get near to Him !! It is my motivation though i feel this is not good ... BUt.. at least i lose my weight dy ... I want become more girlish !! Hope I can do it !! Gambate !!! Yeah !! 

Is time to Bed .

Good night .

I miss Him !!

Heavy Rain

Today is a Raining day...... Heavy raining day and now, i am alone at cheras house. So boring !!! Faster come back la u all .............  >< !!!! Today my dad bring me go a place and i wait he at there almost 4 hour !! Angry !! I don't like to wait !! I hate the feeling la !! Hmmm.. But now feel better dy ~ And what should i do now? Start my assignment lor !! Jiayou o !! ♥

Feels Vomit

Oh Shit !! I really feel want to vomit when face my laptop long time !! I'm busy finding information for my assignment just now with some ROCK song .. But this all make my mood become more low and want to vomit !! OMG !! I pregnant and who is the daddy of the baby !! Issshh, alone crazy here !! Hmmmm.. Yiak !! Really feel want to vomit .. I NEED HELP !!

Start say from today morning ..

Today is 2nd day of May, a GOOD day !! HOLIDAY~!! Early in the morning, we all woke up by dad's sound ! He wants we all go to jogging !! So... Is ok la~ Because i want to keep SLIM also~ haha xDDD. After jogging we have the breakfast in one restaurant, i just ate 2 eggs and bread add up with teh ice. Bo Bian, keep SLIM ma !!! After that back house, when i have mood to do assignment, suddenly give friends jio out~ So.. Bye bye lor assignment~!! The sad things is, they didn't realise i have abit slim jor.. sad .. =((

Then blablabla lazy say and now, hmmm.. Stil in the vomit mood.. =((

I want to off9 and slp !! R.I.P !! Today is the last day I can rest in my house .. Tomorrow gonna back to KL ..

Mummy Daddy I MISS YOU TWO. T.T

I need to study hard

I need to do well

I need to responsible for my life

I Want to be Perfect !!

Can i do it ?

Sure, If i Wants~

And

I Miss Him Too.

喜欢他

无可否认 我是真的很喜欢他

也不懂为什么 因为他所做的一切？

也许他对所有人都是那么好

可是我也不懂为什么会喜欢上他？

我承认，我是花心的人

可是我是知道没结果才改换心意的

没有做错啊 ...

我已经很努力了

因为他，我有了那股动力

让我坚持到如今

也许他一辈子都不会知道

也许他不会想要知道

可是我就是喜欢他